Rarely gets a say on some stuff, if we put it in a political context, I’m the minority, haha!
Besides, it came out of the person’s mouth “Gusto ko ako masusunod, yung gusto ko ang masusunod pa rin”.
One way to look at it is I’m being thought on how to humble thyself…
Is it considered a rhetorical question when from the beginning you asked the question you got it in your head that the answer you’ll get wouldn’t matter at all? Try “listening”. No?
It’s nice hearing again one of the pastor’s at CCF say something like this “‘Pag may problema ka sa ibang tao, tuhurin mo!”. Don’t get the wrong idea, its actually about prayer, hence the word “tuhurin” means use your knees, pray about it. It was really a great reminder for me and I should really put more effort into my praying habit, more intimate, more personal and not just a monotonous one. A really breath of fresh air for me.
Now on another note, I realized that it’s hard when people don’t understand my stand on some situations, I don’t believe on a lot of sayings (sabi-sabi) for a reason, I think they’re just distractions (and makes no real sense or whatsoever at times). Distractions on what really should matter to us, what we should really be focused on and that’s God. God’s will and plan, is what we should be focused on, that’s what I’d like to believe in, although I try my best to practice this by heart I can say that a lot of people don’t understand and oppose me. I’m praying that I learn how to handle situations like these (need a lot of work in this department) and react more positively but I do wish people would hold back even if a little bit. Don’t impose too much and say do this, do that, this is how you should do it, don’t do that. I know the intentions are genuinely well but please, control yourselves and a lot of times they even go as far as going behind my back, “hey don’t tell Kevin”, and such. It’s just heartbreaking when you find out about these things. I know it’s not the norm as to what a lot of people regard as the truth and it’s hard enough that some of the people around me don’t understand, well, me. I pray that I get blessed with the wisdom I need as to how I should react or handle whenever I get into scenarios like these.